abigail_lynn

Tonight started off amazing then it took a turn for the worse! So me and a few friends where sitting in Kims Apt just having some drinks we weren't being loud or anything when all of a sudden security shows up and tells us that we got a noise compliant and we know it is the bitchy girls next door becuase they called like a week ago. Well so we take the ticket then like an hour later the guys that live across the hall bang on the door and walk in and start acusing us of callin security on them. Yeah because we would do that after we got called on. HELLO....well my friend Kim almost kicks his ass but we get her settled down. We then get back to playing and this girl margi walks in and starts sayin shit well Nicole(kims roomie) goes and talks to her and to the girls next door. Well after about 1/2 hour me and Kassie go looking for her and the asshole shuts the door in our faces and calls us dirty whores so we stand out in the hall and listen to him for awhile and he talks about us and my friend Kim and these girls just laugh at him. Its like those high school girls that are way to big of bitches and cowards to say mean things to your face but as soon as you leave they talk shit yeah thats them. Well so we go and sit in the apt for awhile and I decided its time to you home so I walk outside and start to head over to my apt. well the asshole is outside and starts calling my a fat bitch and a cunt so I go right up to his face and tell him he needs to grow-up and grow a pair and he tells me to get my fat ass out of his face......so I DECKED HIM! Yup I did and I would do it again. Then this margi check comes up 2 me and stops me from hittin the fucker again and I tell her to keep him away from me because next time wont be so pretty, and that was my shitty night. Can anyone top that/
-Abby

I really hate rumors! I heard a crazy one today it was about Kevin knocking up an 17 year old and it isn't TRUE. Yes him and his girlfriend who he loves very much are going to have a baby but she isn't 17 she is 21 and they aren't jumping into anything. He is taking responciliby for what happened and he and him and kim are going to stay very close and keep getting to know each other and one day they might get married. They aren't going to get married just becasue of the baby they both know better then that. Any way if anyone hears the rumor that he knocked up a 17 year please set them straight because Kevin is a good friend of mine and even though he says it doesn't bother him I don't want ppl getting the wrong idea. Any thats all for know.

Abby

So I have decided that I have offically out grown Algona. I miss some of the ppl that are there but for the most part I hate being there. The last few weeks here in Cedar Rapids have been good. I have been meeting different people, getting to know the people in my classes a little bit more, and just getting to know myself by living alone and that is something I haven't done since my junior year.

Caroline-sorry I am unable to come home and see you, working and having no money gets in the way of that, but I am sure you wouldn't even have time to see me because there are so many other people there that have been waiting for you. I miss you and I hope your trip home is good. I hope to get to Omaha to see you before school starts and I have a little bit of money and a car that will get me there(mine is sick)Oh and the last thing that picture of you and Dan is so cute. GOOD LUCK *HUG*


Anyway the class I have been taking this summer has been so AWESOME. I love it! I was kind of nervous about it at first but the more we have gotten into it the more I have realized that I am doing what I want to do for the rest of my life. Anyway I hope things are going good for everyone else.
*Abby

Current Mood: disappointed

1. I want to travel the world

2. I'm afraid of being alone

3. I'm not an outgoing person

4. I miss not having a best friend

5. My worst fear is being burned alive

6. Me second worst fear is losing a loved one

7. I hate liers

8. I love soap operas

9. I love romance and happy ending

10. I miss not seeing my Algona friends everyday

11. I love thunderstorms

12. I wish world peace was possible

13. I want to find true love but I won't let it define me

14. I voted for Bush

15. I love lying in the grass at night and looking at the stars

16. I would rather be with a guy with brains then a guy with looks

17. I would love to loss 50 pounds

18. Being the girl next door is alright with me

19. If I could travel back in time I would go to either the 1920s or 1950s

20. I don't have a favorite color

21. I would rather live in an old house then a new one

22. My favorite flower is a lilac

23. I miss my moms cooking

24. I wish I could have met my grandpa stites

25. My little brother is the funniest person I know

26. I worry about my dad everyday

27. I love to day dream

28. I'm in control of my future

29. I don't understand people who do drugs

30. If I could sit in a movie theater all day I would

31. I wish I could carry a tune

32. The snooze button will always be the reason I am late

33. I love sleeping untill noon

34. Sometimes crying is the only way I feel better

35. Sometimes I wish I could fast forward through the tough times and others times I wish I could rewind

36. I don't like big, crowded groups of people

37. I'm not sure if I will be ready to be out on my own in 2007

38. I think about my first love at the oddest times in my life

39. I believe in God but I don't know if I believe in his teachings

40. I will always look before I leap, sometimes even twice

41. I'm aganist the death penalty

42. I love heights

43. I love sad songs

44. I loved growing up in a small quite town but I hated the rumors

45. I still sleep with my baby blanket

46. I love musicals

47. I don't like change but I am getting use to it

48. I hate the taste of beer

49. I would rather talk face-to-face then on the phone

50. I learned somethings about myself that I didn't even know

Current Mood: content
Current Music: Unfaithful

You can't imagine anything that I went throught today. So just read and think. What is your life really about, and do you treasure each min. because it could be your last and I will tell you why.

Today at around 5:30 I heard several police sirens coming down the street and head right across the street from my apartment. So I called my friends Jen and Sarah and we went across the street, around this time there were about 50 college students and so we asked what was going on. Not a lot of ppl knew what was happening. There was a guy over there in shock and the police had gone into the bottom apt to see what was happening, and trying to calm down this guy. The cops then started questioning people. They asked us if we knew who lived in that apartment and we said no. The next thing we know we start hearing people talk about murder and killing and two girls. So we sit and decided to wait it out.

Around 8:30 we get the confermation that 2 girls have indeed been killed by a some guy at around 3:30 in the morning. No one knows what to say or do. I mean I live at college park and come from Algona Iowa both places are suppose to be quit and safe but right now I don't feel safe.

At 10 we go into my apt to watch the news and see if they found anything out that we didn't. They again confermed that 2 girls have been killed and that they have a guy into cusady. We then decided that we need to get away from campus for about an hour so we drove to Iowa City and came back at around 11:15. As we pulled up an ambulance came in. So we again go ACROSS the street from MY apartment, and I see something I hope never to have to see again. The parametic brought out 2 body bags. An image that will be embedded in my brain forever.

This girls never had a chance. They were college girls with their whole lives in front of them. They will never get married have kids, get to do what they always wanted because they are in body bags because of some crazy guys didn't get what he wanted and decided to just kill these innocent girls take lives that weren't his to take, and while all this was happening I was right across the street tucked into my warm cozy bed. I hate HATE!!! Why did these 2 girls that I don't even know but could have seen them in the laundry room said "hi" in passing by die?

I feel so many emotions right now, and I really don't know how to handle all of this. This wasn't suppose to happen. I want a perfect life with no compication how hard is that to ask! I think I have been through enough. I feel like I am smack dab in the middle of some crime show and any minute I am going to wake up and be in my life of school work and friends, please somebody pinch me and let me wake up from the nightmare.

Current Mood: Scared, confused
Current Music: The beating of my own heart

My subject is just a question that I have been wondering about for awhile.

So it is like 75 degress outside and I am inside packing and stalling, because I have to take my car to get an oil change and to do this I need to go to Wal-mart and I really don't like Wal-mart but it is the cheapist place for an oil change. Plus I need to buy some CDs because Jen is going to burn me a CD. I am coming home from school Tomarrow for 3 days...whoopie! I am SO excited to see my Algona buds and my friends away at school that I only get to see on breaks and sometimes not even then. I am going to make it a point to call and see everyone becuase I won't be home this summer and I really want to see them. Espcially Eric because I won't be able to see him after this break because he is going to Spain.


So things around here haven't been to exciting. I have been doing a lot of school work trying to keep up my grades. My friend Jeana who is from Wisconsin and me have made huge plans for this summer when I am done with class. I am going up there to chill out and meet all her friends and I think we are going to go to the Dells and this Fall we are going to try and get tickets to a PACKER game. Hell ya. Also this summer I have to go vistit Care in Omaha, which should be fun. Well that is about it for now. Hope to see everyone this weekend.

Current Mood: content

So tonight this afternoon was awesome, I had a great time and felt like a kid again, The first thing I did was lay out in the great weather, I even got some sun! Then my friends sarah, Jeana, and me had fun riddin bikes and rollerblading. Then when it started to rain, Jeana, Sarah, Jen and me went outside and played in the storm and had a mud fight. I was so fun. Then we went to the laundrymat and washed our muddy clothes, and the towel that we used we put todays date on and signed our names and Sarah and Jen are goin to put it on the wall. So all in all it was a great day, except for one thing, but I will ignore that.

Current Mood: groggy

friend

n 1: a person you know well and regard with affection and trust; "he was my best friend at the university" 2: an associate who provides assistance; "he's a good ally in fight"; "they were friends of the workers" [syn: ally] [ant: foe] 3: a person with whom you are acquainted; "I have trouble remembering the names of all my acquaintances"; "we are friends of the family" [syn: acquaintance] 4: a person who backs a politician or a team etc.; "all their supporters came out for the game"; "they are friends of the library" [syn: supporter, protagonist, champion, admirer, booster] 5: a member of the Religious Society of Friends founded by George Fox (the Friends have never called themselves Quakers) [syn: Friend, Quaker]

Sometime I sit down and consider; is haveing friends really worth the trouble; then I give myself a little shake of the head smile and say "hell ya"

Current Mood: disappointed
Current Music: silence

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So latley I have been really scared. I have been scared about the future, about my grades, about commitment, and just life. I had a dream last night that really through me off, I wont get into it, I'll just say it was about the past and I am realizing that I haven't dealt with things and I need too, but it could destroy everything, I have such big plans and everything is just catching up with me. I was reading Laura 100 things entry and thinking about how well I REALLY know myself and I don't know who I am and that is what scares me the most, because how can I take control, maybe I shouldn't take control. I really should just let loss once in awhile. I mean I am on spring break and the only thing I can think about is school and what work I still have to do and how well I did it. AHHHHHHHHH......I just want to take a long walk, but it is just SO cold....I hate the cold....!!!! I feel like one of those animals at the zoo that you can tell doesn't want to be caged up and longer but if it was set free it would have no idea how to even coup. I just don't know......

Current Mood: scared
Current Music: Jesus take the wheel